Wow, I cannot believe it is already 2007!! The time has flown by, and *gasp* I am a grown-up. And to think, the earth didn't cave in during my admission of sort. The only scary thing on my agenda at the moment is how to figure out my income taxes, alone, for the first time ever. Yeah...that sucks, the earth very well might cave in.

The holidays were amazing! I had a lot of fun with my mom and family in Oil city. Flying to PA for the first time by myself was awesome too, I like feeling cool and flying places. I got a lot of cool things this year, but I more enjoyed spending the time with my Mom, and with Catti when she eventually made it down to PA.

We went to my cousins engagement party on the 28th. It is amazing to be with people who accept us as a real couple and are happy for us. As well as welcoming Catti to the family. The State College Kerlin's rock.

New Years was exceptional! We went into Boston and saw Ice Sculptures and Fireworks!!!!!! It was amazing. I loved being there and doing something not involving a television. It was a lot of fun. Catti and I had an amazing night, and she even proposed to me at midnight right along the Harbor! Getting home on the T was a riot though.

I am back home in Bangor and off to work. I oddly very much missed work. I get bored not doing anything while on Vacation.

All I have to do is sign my check and send it off to Nationals and I will soon be a Lifetime member of Tau Beta Sigma, an ambition of mine. Serving my Sorority has long been very important to me. Although, I miss the hands on effect that I have become accustom to in my years at Bloomsburg. I talked to my grandlittle last night and she made my day. I have been questioning my sending in the check (even though its something I want very very much) and she was like "out of everyone you deserve it! You are a natural born sister"

I only wish that I could have had more of the opportunities here at Maine that I had in Bloomsburg. I joined to find a family, and had been influential in gaining many new members seeking the same ideals as myself and the same family. It is funny though, I just wish I had more of the opportunities here to show my new sisters here the commitment and experience that I have.

I spent today being a complete dork and watching Nancy Pelosi be elected and sworn in as the first woman Speaker of the House. Wow, history in front of my eyes. I am really a complete dork.

although, I am quite happy that Catti appreciates my dorkiness and let me keep CSPAN on for a good 3 hours.teehee.

Off to work I go.

See, 4 years ago, at my freshmen year band camp we went to taco bell and I got sick. Ever since I have said the place is evil. I feel justified in that now, I knew I was right!

http://www.cnn.com/2006/HEALTH/12/08/ecoli.outbreak/index.html

Sometimes, I just wish that I had the balls to yell at someone, or to punch them in the fucking babymaker. argh. Instead I sit in silence, not in fear but in fear of what I would do.

people.suck.at.life.

I am sorry but i am being quite random at the moment. i dont know. i just have these overwhelming feelings of blah.

The best decision I have ever made in my life is deciding to be with catti. its easy to know how you are making the right decision, when you are happy. when the emptiness inside you, is complete. you know your decisions are correct.

but it sucks and it hurts when you have these feelings of disapproval. that you are "too quick" or one of us is making a rash decision or whatnot. i know that i am happy in my heart, and i make her happy. so shoudnt that be it?

we are getting married, we want to be married. we want to take care of eachother. i know her, and i know her soul. no one else in the world knows her soul but me.

it just makes me, sad. and upset. and im random.

i must suck at life to be so afraid of the people in her life, strive so hard for their approval...because all i want is for her to be happy.

yeah i know..a "have you ever" survey....
( here )

I want to know 20 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other.



1.Your Middle Name:

2. Age:

3. Single or Taken:

4. Favourite Movie:

5. Favourite Song:

6. Favourite Band/Artist:

7. Dirty or Clean:

8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:


HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Do we know each other outside of LJ?

2. What's your philosophy on life?

3. Would you have my back in a fight?

4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?

5. What is your favourite memory of us?

6. Would you give me a kidney?

7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:

8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

9. Can we get together and make a cake?

10. Have you heard any rumours of me lately?

11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?

12. Do you think I'm a good person?

13. Would you drive across country with me?

14. Do you think I'm attractive?

15. If you could change anything about me, would you?

16. What do you wear to sleep?

17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

18. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you?

19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?

20. Will you repost this so i can fill it out for you?

School is going great up here, woot for my last semester! The funny thing is, my math class is a mass lecture wtih 120 people in it, and most of the work is done online. I can't pay for my online verification code until i get my refund check, so i am kinda screwed. My online class is fun, and the essays arent that bad, there are just a lot of them.

I can't wait for Pep Band to start next week! I'm excited!!!! Got me my new sax to play and me and Jess are going to be misfits together.

My first meeting was very different and a lot of fun. I love the sisters here, and cant wait for the year! Woot black family. They are going to formally induct me here, which is cool and cute, and fun cuz i heart dressing up!

Right now I am trying to learn the words to the "stein song" and some of the other tbs info that I dont know...(i know its amazing i dont know somethign!, damn us for never learning purposes 2,3,4) Plus im brushing up on local information cuz its all new for me.

I cant wait for Rush!!!